Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I mean to say goodbye

“Scratch your head, go mad, shout like hell, do watever it takes to get going, but get going,” my counselor turned astrologer said. Stars won’t help, if you want to be fooled. God gave you brains along with those stars:) Probably he wasn’t wrong when he said who can help me if I choose to be cheated and fooled? Is this a killing feeling? Will tell you what killing is.

Sometimes life hits you hard, and you don’t know how to overcome. The term with practicality loses, advice and suggestions sound irritating, you spend sleepless nights and anxious days. So, where is the solace?

Strategizing in real world? There isn’t any strategy to live life, since it’s not a game. But one last time, I want to follow a strategy of ‘Believing’. Believing in what I hate to believe! Believe that the basic facts of love were basic flaws. Believe that no human can be God and they lie tooJ

The killing is chewing lies coated with fleeting happiness. I definitely want to ‘believe’ in all the bad words now: hate, cheat, lie… donno. I will fight memories, but not these words again.

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