Sunday, October 26, 2008

Am I a classic…?

To be asked to live only by the history and not happiness? Or a classic case to be ignorant about history? Do I only feel that the entire world is my enemy, or I choose to ignore those who tell me, “don’t meet people who always have taunted you; in public or in person, they can’t ever match upto you.” Yet, I make an effort to drop by on a lovely Sunday evening – for the sake of old friendships!

Am I a classic...?

Who lived by an assumption that I have a-friends-only-world to fall back on, so much so that my folks often complaints…. Like early this year my sister cried over the phone, “why don’t we get to know anything, why don’t you find comfort in us, how long do you want to live by friends ONLY and etc?”

Am I a classic…?

Who gets insulted by people I have met rarely a couple of times, only to say ‘hi&bye’, don’t even feel they are worth being acquaintances. Is it only I who feel the dearth of words like decency, etiquettes, manners, humanity etc?

They are a bunch of people with foul mouths, shallow success and fake personalities with a few international trips have done them bad to worse. Being nasty is not their only forte; they can hopelessly malign anyone… A compilation of various opinions on those who sometimes make me feel how dirty is the world.

But then, am I a classic case…
To make attempts to maintain my friendships with those whom I have known for years?

To be hopelessly optimistic with people who are certified as ‘filths’.

To be quiet when they made a mockery of my heart and soul, of my work, of my madness, my attitude, my opinion, my political stands and nothing as painful as LIFE.

Am I the unluckiest one to be begging here: “Haven’t we all made mistakes? Then why only I get to hear it – day and day out, and more?”

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

you value friendships and live upto it ... its not easy to trust in this world .. best friends cheat ..so be yourself and enjoy life.

You are classic, cos classics become part of history and never forgotten.

You rock! sweetheart :-)

Unknown said...

things are going just in the right direction in your life. you should not fear anything Barsha. the best thing about you is your ability to feel and see life with all its colours, you allow your self to be caressed by these colours- so when its black- you feel grim, when its red- you are agitated, when green- you are elated and when its white- you are calm as a sage. you make attempts to live life in its originality. by virute of experiences you will be able to make the right choices for your self- paint the right coulour for your self.

do not worry and do not fear anything, you have come a long way. My good wishes are with you

Prem Paul Ninan said...

What's happened Barsha dearest? Something I don't know about? I can't wait to talk to you again. You are the best and the sweetest and have a sincere heart and affections. Don't be taken in by people who say nice things one day but don't mean it. I love you! Stay sweet and rock on! And we need to talk at the earliest! Who's been hurting you? I'll hurt them...

Unknown said...

It’s the saddest truth but then, it is a truth after all… we meet people and we meet animals slipped into humans’ robes. And these are the animals falling under the worst class! It seems, you have chanced upon certain creatures of the latter category who can only be looked down upon! And you know what treatment to be dished out to such creeps… just spit on their faces and shit on those foul memories of having them around you even for a day and move on…. And yes, you are a classic, because classics are always admired, praised and positively talked about. Cheers!

Santosh said...

Your are a "classic" in true sense of the word. Made out of the past, being in the present and for sure of importance in the future too. Only classics are everlasting :-)

And one should try to be a Classic, some worthless critic here and there should not matter much. In this world people are multi masked. So if some1 comments on some1 else its the most worthless thing to do and pure waste of time trying to analyse some1 else for the simple reason that one cant do it.

Your only judge is you, so you go by your true judgement of you. And if that makes your happy or sad live by it :-)

TurbulentTranquility said...

Barshu - You are a classic!
Not coz of what you said, but coz you know what to do and yet you do just the opposite. It's easy holding on for now coz someones "friendship" or "mere presence" seems to give us comfort. I'll use my age-old line here - It's all in the mind!!

When you know someone is filth, and
so fucking-not worth of you, why hold on? So, read on...

Words of Wisdom: Those who value you will do all that they can to make you feel loved. They WILL keep in touch. And the rest, you don't need them! So, treat them like those novels you read years ago and can't recollect much of them now.

PS: You're the luckiest - You know me! (hug)